I have been challenged to create the best piece I have made for my last project in class. Art is art, and we are relatively unconstrained as far as this final piece goes. But when I challenged the fact that no one can determine the "best" piece so far, especially without knowing each others' past works, I was charged with creating the "most important" piece I have done.
Most important. What is importance? Is what is important to me the same as it is to someone else? Are the similarities between our definitions of important MORE important than the differences? Or are the differences what is truly of importance?
Important, by definition can mean several things.
"Of great significance or value." Talk about totally relative. My values are defined by experience, by personality, and by beliefs and convictions. The significance of something depends on the situation.
"Authoritative; having authority, ascendancy, or influence." I certainly believe that's true. All art takes on the righteous position of having authority and influence. All artists take on the role of teaching someone something, or asking something. Humble though some questions might be, their challenge is an influence on the viewer. Then there are the self-righteous and haughty artists that create for the mere fact that they have the ascendancy, the power, and the voice to say what they want in any way that they want. They become authoritative. Art is, by this definition, important.
"Crucial; vital to the resolution of a crisis." If I were to use this as a definition for the piece, it would be asking much of myself in regards to figuring out what crisis to resolve, and how to go about it. What would it take for me to find some sort of satisfaction about creating? Is there a conflict that arises because of it? And when the answer is yes, as it always is, what do I do?
If importance is relative to any person at any time, what is my definition? And what, personally, does it mean for me
right now?
I think that it means thinking.
It means taking chances. It means learning.
It means being experimental and being okay with it.
Not being afraid. Embracing fear.
It means being conceptually and rhetorically solid.
I want to do something that asks questions, that messes with people's minds, that challenges them, that makes them mad or frustrated, that brings out the messiness of thinking that we try to keep to ourselves.
If it's going to be important, it can only be important to me. I can't determine what is important to other people. I can challenge what they view as important-- what they hold as significant or valuable, or what is crucial to resolution of conflict for them. I can objectify importance, I can portray importance, by using imagery directly. I can coerce importance into things that are meaningless. But if it is a piece that is most important, it has to be important to me.